The Judas Effect

It's hard to look inward at our own hearts sometimes because we know we will see. As I read an exchange between Jesus and Judas in John's Gospel, I get very uncomfortable.  Jesus is flat out rejecting what seems to be a logical response that Judas makes in reference to the "wasteful" use of the perfume that has been poured on Jesus' feet. The point Judas makes is one that I hear each day in my ministry. Except, we call it good stewardship.  Judas notices how Mary took a pint of very expensive perfume and poured it all on the feet of Christ. The response Judas had is one that was quite obvious when he said, "Why wasn't this perfume sold and the money given to the poor?" (John 12: 5 NIV)

Ah, but what seems to be logical on the surface often reveals the hearts real motivation. This is why I get uncomfortable when I know there is a good chance that I have some of the same attributes as Judas. It's what I call the "Judas Effect".  So often, what we complain about in others is exactly what reveals our own selfish hearts motivation.  Judas could care less about the poor.  He was indignant at the lost opportunity to sell that perfume and keep the money. Judas wasn't trying to be a good steward or further the cause of Christ, because the truth is,his heart was divided.  Jesus knew this and exposed it by admonishing Judas and giving credibility to Mary for her willingness to love Jesus in an abundant sign of commitment to Him.

We know that Judas was on the fence with Jesus because soon after this incident he went and made at deal to turn Jesus over to the authorities. Judas had his heart revealed by Jesus in a way that only Jesus can do. But, Jesus still loved Judas. 

Take a look at your heart today. Don't be on the fence, or try to be a good steward for Jesus with your emotions, your finances, or your life. Spend it all on Him. He already spent His life for you.

Peace.
Jay